Yes, there are days when I feel like Balaam's donkey. I accidentally said something that I know nothing of, and how that happened is inexplicable to me, unbeknownst to me, you are telling me and not the other way around.. And I cannot proceed until these argumentative Cotton Pickers put down their swords and reflect in a more introspective way on what the Lord might be telling them, because anyway, I was only playing the role of Balaam's donkey or something of that nature. There was nothing of that inside of me. It was all in them.
It may seem easy now for you to be contending against the Lord Himself, but we shall see later how that works. Maybe in heaven we will see the whole picture, but maybe not before then, if ever. I really do not want to hear more about them, but then again there is always the risk of accidentally stumbling upon something I did not know was there. Life cannot be risk-free. There are always going to be risks of various types.