Yes, there was a time when I was very depressed, and I even took an anti-depressant for a couple of years, maybe some time in the 90s, but I have not been doing that for a long time, and I am feeling less and less depressed all the time, now that I know it wasn't just all my fault, and it wasn't that I was just losing my mind, there really was a malicious conspiracy against me and, anyway, there is no remedy for that, so there is nothing I can do to absolve the conspirators of their malicious guilt in this case. so there is nothing to for me to do. They have to repent of their own accord before anything could possibly change. Nothing I say matters or has any effect on thatm, so obviously I am on vacation for the time being.