Yes, I am not devoid of guilt about some of the things I did wrong. Also it has not escaped my notice that the evil persons who killed me or at least tried to are highly rewarded and praised for their evil wickedness and demonic networking, them getting away with all kinds of murder and mayhem, whereas if I would try to do something see how I would be punished for even the slightest infraction. I am just saying. I probably did let that point get too overwhelming in my mind. Sorry about that.