Yes, if only, if only, if only. If only I had gone here or there, done this or that, how different my life might have been, so many alternative choices, so little time. But who am I to say how things should have been? Everyone enjoys berating me about those "if only" moments, but I am getting very tired of your dreary clinging to these "if only" stories. Enough about "if only." Too much water under the bridge to go back now. The "now" is also an important moment. I prefer to think about "now" at the moment.
