Yes, all of these secrets of "it" seem to be wrapped up in Dauna's head. You could always ask them why she run off the deep end that way, because I was hoping that I was wrong and that she would tell me that I was wrong about that, but then suddenly things got turned around, as it was as if nothing I say can be wrong and now they have to make whatever I say true, even if I really did not know. So, yes, it becomes a ridiculous futility to discuss further what I really do not know anyway.