Yes, obviously, it really does not matter much what I might or might not do when, unfortunately, public opinions and perceptions of persons who only care about power games are set against me from ancient times immemorial, influenced by physical appearance, past events far beyond my control, and various other factors, there being really not much that I can do about that, the best I can hope for being to get through life, to finish my course, without tripping or falling too often thus to make matters even worse. How can you not know that?
