Yes, the thought of becoming a teacher or other respectable profession would not seem so bad if there were not all these hostile persons lurking about ready to pull the rug out from under me no matter what my college major might have been or what I might think of doing next. Why else would they be so curious to know what I am going to do next? Obviously I would just lose everything so why bother trying? Besides which, how can I concentrate on anything after ten years of being raked over the coals by some horrid little brats? I am beyond caring about that.