Yes, sometimes I feel like that frog in the boiling pot, it is just too late for me now, I am cooked and done with so why prolong the agony. But even so, why should I have to endure the insults of these nasty sourpuss armchair critics who seriously lack any sense of humor, easy for you to sit there throwing things around after the fact, always woulda coulda shoulda. I have heard enough already about your rotten attitudes.