Which Reminds Me

Yes, this is certainly not what I was planning to do with my life, but on the other hand I cannot see how I could accomplish anything else, much less do ministry, with those horrid people holding a gun to my head. I was hoping they weren't so serious about killing me, but given that they have already predetermined to kill me, it doesn't make much sense for me to "do" something about that, thus to "help" the worthless enemy. I just don't matter. So, la di dah.