Yes, I vaguely remember a conversation in which Lois Cooper Stewart was telling me about how in her youth she felt convicted about her violent altercations with a sibling, but somehow forgave her for that and she went on to be a famous missionary with an illustrious career and large family. So if God can forgive her for that, I also am forgiven for the sins of my youth. The only question now would be why can't you Pests forgive me also and get over yourself?