Which Reminds Me

I remember when I was younger at one time I had a small sign that I bought at a gift shop that said "Mental Ward" that I hung in my room until my mother made me throw it away. Yes, it sometimes seems as if I live in some place resembling that. Perhaps there would be a mental hospital somewhere where I could retire from society and thus not have to worry about all this garbage coding, just take sleeping pills and wait to die because that's what this means to me.