Yes, it was so utterly cruel of them to stop me this way. There she is sitting in her palatial mansion of wealth surrounded by moneybags and not a care in the world and yet she for some reason imagines that she can get away scott-free with taking away the life of poor little me just because I was sitting there on the other side of the classroom. Yet given a choice between the love of God and the hope of hobnobbing with some silly rich person, God wins every time. Sorry but anyway it was never about you.