Which Reminds Me

Yes, I am vaguely aware that someone is blackmailing me. They used that word themselves. So they wish that I would prefer rather to die than to bear the shame of public exposure of all my many faults and mistakes. And I tend to agree that I might as well be dead. You were telling me that I should probably just commit suicide and I would tend to agree with that assessment. I don't seem to ever get a chance to make good. Everything seems to be just a downhill slide for me.