Yes, it's so easy for you to say, "Heal yourself!" Make your own friends. Get rich quick. You make it sound so simple, as if the secret of the universe were at my fingertips and I could just snap my fingers and do whatever I want. I am really not so stupid that I don't know that I can't do anything on my own and that if nobody is going to help me, well, then you should not be expecting so much from some poor lonely powerless person such as myself in the first place. The Great Expectations you placed on me are just too much given the pathetic circumstances of my life.