Yes, I remember saying, shortly after returning to the USA, that I felt bad that I had not been able to be a witness during high school as Christian duty would seem to indicate, but conditions made that impossible. Some people just have to find their own path and I would seem to be a distraction to them, so I will leave them to find their own pathways. I might not like their choices sometimes but in this new world of laissez faire, or lazy fairy as you call it, it is thought best to not try too hard.