Why do I keep hearing this garbage about how they do not enjoy protection as I do? That's nonsense. I never have any protection. If I make any mistake I am just destroyed utterly whereas other people make mistakes, sometimes even worse mistakes than myself, and nothing happens to them. Why is it that I am singled out for utter contempt? I just don't know. So my voice on the tape might have sounded a little snarky but that is nothing compared to the contempt showered on me by others so it just does not seem fair at all to me that they get away with murder.