Someone was asking me why I don't show proper respect for Aunt Anita. For one thing, I am barely aware of these people's existence. They have rarely played any role in my life. They have their own lives and never think of me. Also, I am continually getting all these messages from them about how they are doing to cut me off so that Laurie can shine as the oldest granddaugther of Esther. I am six months older than Laurie but how dare I remind them of such a minor detail? The Butterfields always did despise me and were planning to ruin my live, make no mistake.